This blog, AI and Life

There is something on my mind lately, we truly live in the easiest life. AI helped us in a lot of ways. While people are scared of it, I embrace it as it gives me the solutions that I wished I had sooner: an auto translator, transcription,  memory record, making music I want, etc. Too easy to live, that somehow I miss the classical things.

This blog, for example, needed 2 hours to write (back then), now, I only need like 20 minutes. Even if I asked the AI to help me write this all, it might only need 2 minutes. But, for this blog, this account, I didn't want to do that. Simply, I saw the reflection of me as a naive, sincere girl which trying her best, and I love it from this blog.

I do a lot of reflection on myself lately, especially after I broke up with my long-time job. I spent a lot of time at work, so I couldn't watch anime or even listen to songs. It was busy, demanding, and life-draining. Do I hate my job? No, I love it. I hate it when I don't feel myself in my job, when I need to make people hustle like me and strive more.

I did a lot of things in My Life, I'm curious about so many things. I sometimes find it difficult to be consistent, and it makes me have difficulties to commitment. But one thing I understand about myself: I am loyal once I commit to something, which is why I am loyal to my job and am hustling a lot. Now that I have left my job, I am not committed to anything. It is the reason why I visited this blog and want to write this:

It is okay to be myself more.

 I know that I am still exploring what I want to do. Despite many people are asking me to get married, or to get a job, somehow I only want to do the simple things. I don't want to romanticize this tho. I wished to find someone who are committed to me for who I am, as I will do the same for him, once I am convinced haha.

Well, life is not a race, I am trying to do my best. Either this empty space of resignation, waiting for the right person, writing this blog, learning AI, vibe coding or any other things I am doing now... it is a part of my Journey.