CHIHIRO - Reset

hallo...

Happy sunday~~

lately i randomly listening to youtube music...fufufu internet world still so wide...
this time i listened to CHIHIRO's "reset"...
i do reset too, if something not goes as i planned...
and this song... feel so me...

Reset -Mata Koi Shitaku naru Yoni-

CHIHIRO

Ichi ban ni narenai koto
kono koi ga dounimo naranai koto
wakatteru no hontou wa
demo ne sukina no sukina no

Negai hitotsu kanau nara
“kimi no sukinahito” ni naritai yo
tatta sore dakede ii noni

tomodachi no “yame na yo” mo
mimi o fusaide susunde tte
sukoshidake no omoide de
kokoro ga hanarenaku natteta
Aishite wa kurenai hito
doushite suki tte naru ndarou?
Baka da ne Aiwai De hanpana koida ne

sukisugite omoi sugite
watashi bakkari tsukarechatta yo
Aishite kureru sore dake de mukuwareru no ni

kimigainai toka
ima made no watashiniha erabe nakatta no
demo ne mou kokoro ga motanai
watashi risettoshitai

umaku waraetenai koto
soshite naite bakka de iru koto
wakatteru no hontou wa
demo ne kimi igai inakatta
isso “kirai” to itte
watashi nanka yasashiku shinaide
zurui yo kitai shi chaukara..

Aeru dakede yokatta no
demo ne dandan aitai to
YokubaRi na kanjou ga watashi no naka hana sakasete

kikitai koto nani hitotsu
kakushin ni furerarenai mama
setsunai ne doushitatte
kanawanai koi ga arunda ne

sukisugite omoi sugite
watashi bakkari tsukarechatta yo
Aishite kureru sore dake de NUkuwareru no ni
kimigainai toka ima made no watashini wa Erabenakatta no
demo ne mou kokoro ga motanai
watashi risettoshitai

muchuu ni naru mae ni kidzukeba yokatta?
Chigau basho De aetetanara yokatta?
Tomaranai kimochi kitto don'na taimingu demo
watashi wa kimi ni koi ni ochita
kuyashii kurai

suki sugite hontou-sukide
kimi dake shika mienakatta no
demo ne mou kono namida ga kotaeda ne
kimi ga inakute mo daijōbu to
waratte ireru you ni

dakara mou sotsugyou Shiyou
rashiku aru tame ni
mata koi dekiru made
mata waraeru hi made
watashi wa watashi wa
mae o muite aruku no
watashi risetto shiyou


translation:

the first thing i can't being used to
is that i understand
about this feeling that can't be helped
but i love you love you

if a wish can be come true
i want to be "your beloved one"
i just have that wish

my friend who suggest me to stop
i just go forward closed my ear
just a little bit on my memory
my heart become so far
the person who don't love me,
why did i falling in love to you?
i am a fool, what a odd vague love

i am too much love you, too much thinking of you
i was the only one who feel tired
if only you reward me by loving me back

if you are not here
i won't able to choose someone
but my heart can't bear anymore
i want to RESET myself

i know that actually
i can't laugh flawlessly
and i am such a crybaby
but i want noone but you
i want to hate you
don't be kind to me
it's cheating, i want you even more

i am so happy just by meeting you
but bit by bit i want meet you more
my greedness bloom on my heart

i have lot of question
but it never get to your heart
how miserable,
why there should be unreach love

i am too much love you, too much thinking of you
i was the only one who feel tired
if only you reward me by loving me back
if you are not here
i won't able to choose someone
but my heart can't bear anymore
i want to RESET myself

i should realize this feeling earlier
i should have meet you on somewhere else?
the feeling like this in each timing
i'd be in love with you
and it such a frustration

i am too much love you, too much thinking of you
i just looking at you
but now the tears answer all
it's okay even by not being with you
and to be always happy

that's why i have to graduate
to be able to be myself
to be falling in love again
in the time i could laugh again
I will go forward by myself
I will RESET myself

well, reset is a kind of 'run away' from actual situation

so when you reset something, it's like you went away from the reality

ans it's not really good....