Aimer - Polaris (lyric, translation)

fuuu, i can't sleep.. hoping i could go to dream world after i finish this, hahaha

Polaris is her mini album's second track, after the prologue. what a nice song~
you can watch the PV here: i don't really sure is this the sequel of kyou kara omoide or nemuri no mori, but the main character is the girl who take bear everywhere~ haha

actually, its difficult to choose pronoun in this translation, this made me lazy XD

but, yeah, because this is my favorite song, i'll try, i know that my translation is not really good, but i hope you'll enjoy it~ anyway, for this translation, i choose to follow the story in PV. I hope there's a full/long version for this PV~
you can get kanji lyric on uta-map. this is a long~~ song haha

lyric:
chinmoku no yonagi ni tadayotta chiisana fune wa
karada juu kizu wo seotta  tabibito noseta  yuri kago ni natta
kanashige na sono negao wa  mou dare mo yosetsukenai soburi
koko ga ima  dokoka shirazuni  kita e kita e tada mukau

tsunaida hazu no sono te ga  hodokete iku
kimi wa marude hajime kara "aisareru" koto ga dekinai mitai da

itsudatte tomadotte kaeru koto mo dekinakunatte
"tasukete"tte sakenderu dakede  todokanakute kanashikute
"boku wa hitori da" sonna koto mou iwasenai...

hibi yureru kokoro ni shimikonda yuube no ame ga
kizu ato no ue wo nagareru kako wo keshisaru you ni

tsunaida hazu no ro-bu ga hodokete ita
kimi wa marude hajime kara todomaru koto nante dekinai mitai da

itsudatte tomadotte kaeru koto mo dekinakunatte
"mitsukete"tte sakebu koe wa mada  todokanakute sabishikute
hiza wo daite matte iru... "boku wa hitori da"

itsudatte samayotte sakebu koto mo dekinakunatte
yami no naka wo tada tada aruita
"sou yatte ikitekita boku wa hitori da" sonna koto mou iwasenai...

tsuyogari dake no ketsui ga minamo wo mau
sore wa marude hajime kara sora wo tobu koto ga dekiru mitai da

itsudatte daredatte kaeru koto ga dekinakunatte
"mitsukete"tte sakende miru kedo  todokanakute sabishikute
hiza wo daite matte iru... minna hitori de

itsudatte samayotte tadoru michi mo nai nami no ue
fune wa susumu tada tadayoi nagara
sou yatte ikite iku  ima wa futari de
iku saki wa shiranai

itsudatte soba ni ite koraekirezu naki dashitatte
yami no naka wo kasukani terasu yo
sou yatte ikite kita kimi no tame dake no
porarisuni naritai

translation

a small boat that floated on silent evening

a traveler carrying scar throughout the body, become cradle

that sleeping face looks so sad, as if no one can get closed to

without knowing where is this now, just going to north, to north

the hand that should be coupled, keep coming apart

from the first time you can't "be loved" at all

you always bewildered, makes you can't go home

you just shout "help me", but it never reach anyone, so you feel sad 

saying "i'm alone".. but I won't let you say it anymore

days when heart shaking, soak in the rain last night

washed away the scars, to erase the past

the love used to be fasten, kept parting

from the first time you can't stay completely

you always bewildered, makes you can't go home

you shout "find me", your voice hasn't reach anyone, you feel lonely

waiting while hugging the lap, you say "i'm alone"

you always wondering, makes you can't shout again

you just walking around inside the darkness

you say "this is the way i life, i'm alone".. but I won't let you say it anymore

the decision to bluff around, makes flutter the water

 it's looks like you can fly on the sky, from the beginning

every time, any-person, might not able to going home

shouting "find me", the voices don't reach anyone, feels lonely

waiting while hugging the lap,, every-person is alone

you always wondering, there's no road to follow on top this waves

 while floating, the boat just going forward

this way we will life, now, two of us

i don't know where will we go

i'll always beside you, i can't stand seeing you cry

inside the darkness, i'll shine for you

this way i life

i want to be your only polaris

oyasuminasai .___.